I’m home and I’m hungry. You might be wondering why I’m hungry at 1030 at night. Well it’s because I lied to get out of my house. My lie was that I went to the sushi bar with my girlfriends from school. I actually went on a date with my boo. YEah, I know that’s stupid af right? I’m 20, I pay all my bills myself, and I still have to lie about going on a freaking date. Here’s why. I really like the guy that I’ve been talking to and I just want to take things slow and SHIT NOW I FUCKING SEE WHY PEOPLE KEEP THEIR SHIT ON LOCK …AWAY FROM THEIR FAMILY. Everybody wants to meet him and I’m not feelin that at all. UGH! So yeah that’s why I’m hungry. All because of this shit. Ugh. Goodnight.
So I haven’t been on here in a while because honestly I’ve just been absent from life. I kind of lost my self in a whirlwind of annoyance and sensitivity A lot of shit was going on but I’ve turned over a new leaf. I haven’t stopped fucking with everybody that annoys me I’ve just turned back to who I used to be. Someone who stands her ground and if a nigga don’t like it. Fuck em. There’s more. LOL
Naw but on some real hit. I been going through a lot but this weekend has given me the exact time I needed to recoop and up my motivation once again. I cleaned my room. (Yeah, I know fuck you I don’t wanna hear it) and cleared my head. I’m back to doing the small things I love to get my mind off of things like reading and writing REAL blogs. Not just reblogging pictures all the time. SO far so good. Welp, I’m going to go tell them niggas next door to turn down their shit cuz I got school in the morning lol NIGHT TUMBLR.